Random Thinker ...Try to Keep Up

I am not super thrilled with titles or stereotypes.. but I whole heart idly am a random thinker. I've heard that some women tend to tie their thoughts together like spaghetti noodles touching each other..I am that woman. ALL THE TIME
My poor husband. He does an amazing job of keeping up..but for the rest of the poor people that have to put up with me..well they are still learning. Maybe there has been a support group created, I'm not really sure.
So with all of these thoughts just mixing around in my head like spaghetti I figured I might as well get them out, I wanted to pick one topic to blog about but my blog turned out to be more of a blahhhhg lol if you didn't just get that maybe stop reading now because were just on a downward slope from here.

So currently I am obsessed (yes I realize the seriousness of that word) with Jenn Johnson ..she has been around for YEARS but I am just discovering here now. So I kind of feel like someone raving about the wheel or radio or something but she is simply amazing! It sounds like she is roaring when she sings..who does that? Except for maybe some cool 80's stars but this chick is literally screaming her lungs out in worship songs...I love passion! PASSION like s
weat..tears..maybe even some snot. If your leading worship I feel like maybe your physique should be messed up a bit, get your hair crazy and kick off your shoes do something crazy because you just can't contain it! I think I am just secretly super sad that I wasn't created to lead worship or even really worship in public but God knows all things and I think he knew what he was doing with that one ... lol

All I can do is lol at my self otherwise I would just col which is cry out loud in case no one knew...I actually didn't until just now. So feel free to use it.

I just got back from helping my mom move....I am fairly certain that after I unpacked her whole kitchen ..she may re do it. My mother has made comments on my own kitchen and the lack of sense that it made to her..so Mom I do apologize for the random cupboard of peanut butter and scoops chips mixed in with about 16 other random items. I have to say though I got an immense amount of joy from this move... and I daresay from Idaho .. I always pictured a bunch of potato crops in my mind when I thought of Idaho but its actually an amazing place. A little piece of heaven...except the smell.

They have such a cute place finally with enough room for all of the kids and grand kids. Just what mom has always wanted! That makes my heart happy.

I absolutely love the views from this teeny tiny city that they now find themselves in..I love that there is a metropolis of malls and restaurants and Starbucks ( bless the Lord) only about 15 minuets from my moms house...its a bit far to drive for coffee but worth it.

Coming home though, I find my self still battling things in my mind..oh my mind. My biggest enemy.
Imaginary conversations take place here as well as possible outcomes of situations not yet resolved. Again I just have to lol at my self other wise it becomes a col situation. My husband and my sister have been my strong shoulders as I go through what seems to be the most awkward season of my life. Then there are ALL these quotes that keep coming out on facebook...Sigh......... some I find..some others find but all of them convict me. Its literally like I just cant withdraw and hide and not fight and be fake with out people posting things that obviously pierce my soul... I just want to know what these awkward moments were like for people before the phone..and facebook. .....never mind that is where a great deal of my library came from...not to mention the bible. They just wrote each other stuff.

By the time they got done with all their emotions in the letter either A. they ran out of ink or B. the person scribing for them fell over dead ..so naturally they had plenty of time to perfect their letters. So we didn't get to see so much ugly transparency..I want to see some of those first drafts.

Anyway my mind is still reeling and I obviously need sleep ..maybe some prayer. Feel free to take this blaaaahg into your prayer closet.
Hope you were able to keep up!